Let’s just get straight to it. This is one for the couples who like to risk being late for work for some morning pleasure.


Alarm sounds at 6:15 a.m. and you press silent. Falling back to sleep because he has already worn you out and you just want to sleep till the last second. Somehow you fall into a deep sleep and start dreaming about filling your mouth with his piece. Not just filling it up but slurping and stroking and caressing. Looking into his eyes as you go up and down, wrapping your tongue all around it. He’s gripping the pillows and kicking the covers onto the floor. Just when he tries to grab the back of your head you push his hands away and tell him don’t touch my pinup. Go right back to sucking, this time only letting your tongue do the work. Your random act of pushing his hand away caught him off guard but turned him on more because you’re taking control. Now you’re massaging him while you work up more saliva causing it to run down in between his nut sack. 6:30 a.m. the next alarm sounds and you wake up…



Damn, did I really just dream all of that? No….my first thoughts are did I say anything in my sleep and did he hear me. If not, then I can easily just get dressed and get ready for work. But what if he did hear me and now he will be disappointed that I’m not giving him morning head. I’m just going to get dressed it’s already 6:30 and I do not want to be late today. (Looking over at him) He’s so fucking sexy just laying there. Let me just touch it. Moments later and now you’re acting out that dream. He’s loving every second of it. I’m thinking I know it has to be 6:45 by now. We have 20 mins before we need to be walking out the door. Still going at it. Now he’s really turned on. He tells me as much as he wants to bust in my mouth, he needs to beat this nut out.


Now I’m bent over gripping the sheets, trying not to be too loud. Forget the time because this feels amazing. I can afford to be late. Stop thinking about work and enjoy this hard piece of meat inside your guts. He grabs the back of my hair and I’m like forget the pinup. Pull my hair babe. 6:47 a.m. jumping into the shower, now we’re rushing. I’m running down the stairs putting on clothes. He’s in the kitchen preparing lunches. Last words before we walk out the door, “Do you have everything?” We both know we are missing something but we need to leave out this house before we go for round two.


Of course I was late because of this damn traffic in this city is horrible. So no, I am not going to blame the morning pleasure from my lover. I am blaming traffic for my lateness. One day I will work when I want and morning pleasures will be a norm.


4 a.m.

Pulls hair

Smacks cheeks

Fuck me!


Sweat dripping

Bodies gliding

Slither in

Slide out


Cream explosion

Nipples solid

Back scratching

Ride it


Lips gripping

Eye staring

Tears flowing

Love me!

Eye Contact…..


Unexpected Meetings
Unnoticed in the midst of the crowd. But once I saw her, she stood out like a sore thumb. Her eyes beamed in the dimly lit room. Her smile was as radiant as Sun rays. Something about her cocoa skin shined like leather. Her walk was not a walk of confidence but a walk of security. She walked as if she knew her King will protect her. But she was alone. Her energy drew me to her. She had came alone and I wanted to protect her.

I watched her as she bit her nails. I watched her as she applied chapstick to her lips. I watched her as she took a drink. I couldn’t help but to watch her. Here she was wearing jeans and a t-shirt. A hooded jacket and her bag over her shoulder. She looked, comfortable. I was drawn to her natural beauty. But how do I approach her?

I could tap her on the shoulder and introduce myself. Or do I just stand next to her and spark up a conversation? Time is ticking. What should I do? Before I knew it, she was on the stage speaking to me. Speaking words that felt like they were only for me.

“Unexpected compliments
Brings unexpected joy
It’s time to release these unexpected butterflies in my tummy
Please tell me more
I want to hold hands like we’re on a field trip
Stay up late till 4am talking about health tips
Religion politics
The news the blues
Anything that you choose
We can have breakfast at noon
Listen to some old school music
Long walks in the park
Random road trips if you like……”

I think I’m in love. Listening to her speak those words. I wanted the poem to be about me. I wanted every word she spoke to be related to me.

“……..Force these thoughts to come out of me
I’m ready for the one where my mind can’t keep you out of it
I want you to make me smile
Bring me happiness
Pour your soul into mines
As we create a life filled with unconditional love
I just wanna trust
No lusting I just want it to be us
I don’t need a coward
I want someone who’s courageous
Who can elevate me
Stimulate my mind with deep conversations…….”

She’s leaving the stage. What should I do? What should I say? I have to make a move soon. Wait, where did she go?

(Bumping into each other)

“Oh, excuse me”, she said

This is it. I was looking for her and here she is right in my face. Say something quick before she walks away.

“Hi, that was a beautiful piece you spoke” he told her.

(Blushing) “Thank you. Do you come here often?”

“This is only my second time. But I think I’ll be back more often. Any plans after this”, he asked?

I hope she didn’t. I would do anything to just sit with her for five minutes. Just to hear more of her voice. Listen to her laugh. Paint a mental picture of that beautiful smile.

“Well, I was waiting on some friends, but I don’t think they’re coming. So I guess I don’t have any plans.”

“Would you like to grab a bite to eat? There’s a Denny’s up the road.”

“Denny’s sound great. I’ll meet you there”, she responded.

I couldn’t be happier. What if she doesn’t show up? I should’ve said I’ll drive or suggested we rode together. Sh**, now I’m even more nervous. Ok, just relax. She’s cool. She’ll show up. This will be a great night.


Rusting Away…..


If I poured out my heart would you listen?


Sometimes I needed a drink to keep the night voices from screaming too loud. Causing them to awaken something in my soul that really needed the rest. Something that was so tired from the constant screams. Something that wakes up inside me before the crack of dawn and didn’t slow down until the moon granted us with its presence once again.

Every day. Every hour. Every ticking second.There was no escape. No escape from the simple thought of you.

What we could be. What potential we have; the attraction.

If only you would look at me. Look at me the way I look at you. Feel the same burning feeling I get in the pit of my stomach whenever you came near.

Understand the reasons why my heart picked up speed and my hands became sweaty whenever you reached to grab them. In only a friendly way of course.

If only you would notice me.

I wanted you to get it. I wanted you to feel it.

In other words, I simply wanted you to see me.

See me the way I was. See me as more than a friend. See me the way I saw you.

I wanted to be wrapped up in your embrace when we were both just bored. I wanted your eyes to light up when you talked about me the same way they lit up whenever you told me about her.

My heart was stuck in one place, chained down to yours while you dragged it around in search of someone to be your companion.

Unaware and unnoticed, I sat back and watched you look at everything around us with such love and admiration while I rusted and grew old.

I just wanted you to realize it hurt me to be your friend.


Overwhelmed with Joy….


You ever been so happy that you just cry

You reach that point where tears of joy take over your body

The room filled with darkness

Then her smile made it bright

There was a twinkle in her eyes

And he was right there in her sight

Smiling right back at her

Silence between the two

But deep conversations were shared mentally

Stimulating each other’s mind

Nevermind the time

Because this moment has to last forever


This light is taking forever. (Looking out the corner of her eye) Why is this guy staring at me?

(Driver blows horn)

Don’t look, don’t look. If I don’t look, he’ll just drive away. Finally green light. Is he really following me? Ok, maybe something’s wrong with my truck and he’s trying to tell me.

(Pulling into the parking)

I know this seems creepy, but there was no way I was going to let you get away without telling you how beautiful you are.

Yes, this is very so much creepy, but thank you.

I’m Marcus, he said. (Reaching his hand out hoping to touch her beautiful skin)

Hi Marcus, I’m Monica. (Giving him a little smirk)

Nice to meet you Monica. It’s a lovely day, do you have plans after you leave this store?

I’m pretty sure I can find something to do to occupy my time, she stated.

You have a sense of humor, I like that. I would love to take you out for breakfast and get to know the woman behind that beautiful smile.

He’s lucky I really don’t have anything to do. I could use some breakfast because I didn’t eat much this morning. Where to Mr.?

You wanna follow me or ride along, he asked?

He has a really nice car. Can I just drive your car? You can go eat by yourself. I’ll follow you, she said.

The two dwelled in conversation, sharing laughs, and bites of each other’s meal.

What would you like to do now Ms. Monica?

I don’t know. Oh wait, I have something we can do. But it has to be a surprise.

Surprises already huh?

I think you’ll enjoy it. Meet me at the Michael’s up the road, please.

He had no clue of what to expect, but was excited to spend more time with her.

After doing a little shopping, the two set up shop at a local park.

Since you like to paint, I thought it would be nice if we painted in the park. (She smiled and watched his reaction)

Hours went by and they painted two pieces. There was more paint on them than the actual paper. As the sun settled directly above them, they decided to find some shade.

Every Tuesday for the next three months, the couple would visit the park and paint. They painted the sky, bugs in the grass, people around them, and even portraits of each other. He enjoyed painting her more than anything else.

Did you pack everything?

Yes, I believe so. My plane leaves at 9:30am. I should arrive no later than 2pm. I’ll call you as soon as I get to the hotel.

(Tears filling her eyes, causing her vision to become blurry)

I don’t think I will ever get used to these trips you have to take.

I know baby. Soon I’ll be able to take you with me.

(Kisses are shared and he wipes the tears from her eyes)

She hated when he had to leave. His career forced him to travel weeks at a time. Although they used technology to communicate often, it wasn’t the same. He was missing her touch. She missed his scent.

10:54pm, her phone rang. It was Marcus friend Kevin.

Why is Kevin calling me this late?

Hey, Monica it’s me Kev. Sorry to disturb but I have some bad news.

Already about to start crying, she ask what was going on?

It’s a long story but Marcus was trying to surprise you by coming home a couple days early. I needed help with a situation so he came to pick me up.

She knew something bad had happened and just wanted him to get on with the story.

We were driving down Onion Creek when a trucker lost control of his trailer. We had a head on collision. Marcus is in the hospital. He’s in bad condition.

Unable to comprehend what was going on, Monica broke down.

Monica, I’m so sorry. If I didn’t call him, he would be home with you right now. I’m so sorry.

Silence filled the phone lines.

She didn’t know what to expect as she walked into the hospital room.

(machines beeping)

The doctor entered the room to inform Monica of Marcus injuries.

Mrs. Austin….
Mrs. Austin….

(turning to face the doctor)

Hi, I’m Dr. Wright. Your husband got banged up pretty bad. But he’s going to be fine.

Oh we’re not married, she said.

My apologizes, stated the Dr.

Will he be able to run again?

A couple months of physical therapy and he’ll be right back at it. He’s a fighter. I’ve watched him run and I know he has it in him to get back on his feet.

Months went by and things were getting easier for Marcus. He wore braces for some time and temporarily used a walker.

The couple had been together for a little over a year now. Monica did everything she could to help Marcus have a smooth recovery. He really appreciated her for being by his side.

After having a long day at work, Monica just wanted to go home and sleep. She walked inside the house wondering where Marcus could be. There was a note on the kitchen counter that read, “Your bath water is ready”. She proceeded to the bathroom and found another note. “ After you finish here, come have dinner with me. Your driver will be here by 7:30pm.” Still wondering where he was, she just followed instructions.

What was he planning?

Arriving at one of her favorite Italian restaurants, she was seated at a table near the window.

Moments later she saw Marcus walk across the restaurant holding flowers in one hand and a bag in another.

Omg he’s walking, she exclaimed!

Before she could even speak, Marcus had dropped down to one knee.

Monica Alexandria Madison, you are the love of my life. Words can not express how much I appreciate everything you do for me. This past year has been a real test for the both of us. Will you please do me the honor of being Mrs. Austin?

Overwhelmed with joy, she was able to gather her words.

I would love to be Mrs. Austin!

You can read the sequel to this story here. The couple take a road trip as newlyweds.

When the Lights Come on….


When the lights come on, reality sets in…..

You gotta love women. I mean how can you not? They are beautiful in ways that, me as a man, can’t comprehend. There are so many that I can understand those who don’t believe we are meant to be with just one. I’ve felt that way myself numerous times in my life. It ain’t like it’s an easy feeling to shake my brother and sisters. But for every rule there is an exception.

You have to understand my heart beats differently. I think differently. I feel things differently. When it comes to women more so than not, I start off the search for something I’m missing, then disappear when I’m bored. Once when I was younger, that exception I spoke on to my rules of life occurred. Someone came into my life and became my world all before leaving it. This woman had me sprung. I’m talking love, conversations of marriage, kids, memories and dreams. All that mushy madness. The craziness I use to laugh at other cats for falling for had became the very thing I lived and breathed for. Crazy right?

Before I tell that the story of how this woman became my everything, let me tell you of when I had nothing. Of when I was sleeping in an apartment with no furniture and jumping from couch to couch. She came into my life with nothing to offer except conversation and time. Yeah we slept together pretty quick but neither of us knew where our minds were headed. We both had demons but our time together kept them at bay or at least I thought that was the case. It was a situation where over time, I would’ve preferred to have been engulfed by my demons with her than to have lost them both.

As time went on we grew closer and became an item and even lived together. We sinned together and apart from each other as well. We lived a lie and a truth at the same time if that makes any sense. Never fully giving our all too each other and knowing it but still playing the game. I don’t doubt we loved each other though. I just doubt we knew it at the time. Speaking of time it continued on but us together didn’t. We went our separate ways as most couples do. Life went on. I fell in love a time or two after her but shit wasn’t the same with other women. It didn’t help that me and my long lost love were still close, almost closer if you ask me. Stuck in a weird purgatory between hell and heaven in a way. Anybody else reading this know what I’m talking about?

Anyway, like I said earlier all rules have exceptions. The problem is we plan for things to follow the rules all the time. But what happens when they don’t? Do we conform and evolve? Or do we ignore the changes and hope the next time the rules aren’t broken? I’ll say this, loving her was a cancer. It consumed my entire being in a good and bad way. Being with her was like being at the best party in the world but knowing at some time it has to end. Maybe I never had her though. Maybe like the party it was her job to be my escape from reality for only a brief moment. Most parties don’t tell you at the end they just turn the lights on when it’s over. Love can be that way at times. A big party full of emotions, excitement, and surprises mixed with alcohol sometimes. I’m a DJ though so I’ll always make sure the party continues as long as I’m in control….

~Confucius Jones

Photo Credit-Dennis

Let’s Drive West….


Opening one eye, wondering why the sun was so bright this morning. Or maybe I just wasn’t ready to wake up. “Bishop! Can you please get out my face? It’s too early for this.”

You know how he is in the mornings.

Well you need to get up and take him outside.

C’mon Bishop, let momma get some rest.

Door slams, causing a cool breeze to enter the room. I don’t know why he always slams that door.

Moments later he returned, jumping onto the bed. Tickling her side to wake her. “What do you want to do today?”, he asked her.

Hmmm, let’s go for a drive. Nowhere inparticular. Let’s just drive until sunset and see where we end up.

“Which way should we go?”

“West”, they both said at the same time.

The house filled with an aroma of omelets and freshly brewed coffee.

You know it’s moments like this that make me love you more and more.

Oh stop it, before you make me burn my food. I can really get used to waking up at noon and spending my life with him. “Hey baby, can you load the truck?” Yelling from the kitchen, “Make sure you grab my tripod!”

When will that woman realize I’m better at packing than she is? Gotta love her.

Hey, did you turn­–
Yes, yes and yes. Just relax and enjoy the ride.

We drove for hours indulging in simple conversation.

“Cake or cookies?” He asked.

Turning my head away from the scenic views outside the window, I couldn’t help but think about how effortless he and I relationship had grown to be. “Cookies, I feel less guilty when I have
more than two.” I answered, “Hot or cold?”

“Tough one, but if I’m with you then I’d pick the heat. Nice beaches and your brown eyes glistening under the sun.”

I love how he made everything sound so sweet.

Hours and hours went by and we drove to wherever until the sun prepared to sleep. We parked and I began to set up to take pictures.

Another journey as a couple and I was beginning to get comfortable.

“So, mountains or the city?” He questioned.

“Anywhere is fine with me as long as I have my camera.”

I snapped more pictures as I felt his eyes follow my lead. My true answer was anywhere as long as he was by my side. “There’s no one I would rather spend my days with.” I said, while we watched the sun go down.

The sky filled with different shades of purple and orange. “There’s no one I would rather spend my life with.”
The beginning. 

When he says….pt2

…..”Now that I have you all dressed up, there’s something I want to ask you.”

“I’m listening”, she says.

“Are you ready?”, he asked.

She replied, “I’m always ready when it comes to you baby.”

He turns her around, wrapping his arms around her waist. He whispers in her ear, “let’s put it in ink so it will last forever.”

Without hesitation, she gives him a sensual stare and says, “All I ever wanted was forever”.


You can read the first part of this story and view more photos from this photo shoot.

Where’s the light switch?


I searched the room looking for the light switch. You would think it would be right there. After about two minutes being wasted, I finally saw it.

Who decided to cover the light switch with the same kind of wallpaper? It was located where any other light switch should be. But it blended in causing me to over look it.

She finished using the toilet and washed her hands. I reached to turn the light off. She responded, “oh, you found the switch on the first try. Good for you.” “You know I’ve lived in this house for years and can never remember where the light is.”

Little do she know, it took me forever to find it but I pretended as if I knew exactly where it was.

Then I thought to myself, I thought she was blind?

When he says…..


When he says close your eyes, I have a surprise for you. You love surprises so you anxiously wait to see what it is. Told him you wouldn’t peek so he trusted you to keep both eyes closed. Excitement is taking over and you’re grinning from ear to ear.

“Hurry up, I can’t wait much longer!”, she yells.

“Here try this on”, he says.

Not sure what’s going on, she leaves the room and put on the clothes.

Take one look in the mirror, do a 360 twist and walks back to her man.

Walking out with confidence because he did a great job choosing this outfit.


She looks at him looking at her and immediately starts blushing.

He ensures her of her beauty. Helping to calm her nerves.

“Now that I have you all dressed up, there’s something I want to ask you.”

“I’m listening”, she says.

To be continued……read pt2 here